begrudge
verb (used with object)
to envy or resent the pleasure or good fortune of (someone).
Used to describe an ongoing action or state that is currently taking place in the immediate present.
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Even many farmers who plan to plant more wheat are begrudging and hesitant — fearful that global dynamics could shift again between now and next year’s harvest.
From New York Times ● Aug. 19, 2010