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black-pilled

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[blak-pild] / ˈblækˌpɪld /

adjective

  1. Slang. having been persuaded by the belief that there is no hope for resolving a major problem or changing society for the better.

  2. Slang. having adopted a nihilistic ideology originating in the incel subculture; having accepted a black pill.