grudgingly vs. begrudgingly
[gruhj-ing-lee]
/ ˈgrʌdʒ ɪŋ li /
adverb
[bih-gruhj-ing-lee]
/ bɪˈgrʌdʒ ɪŋ li /
adverb
-
with or despite feelings of resentment or envy.
With virtually no advertising, he is swamped with work—a fact I begrudgingly admit because he's too busy to take me anywhere!
-
reluctantly; unwillingly.
I've eaten calf liver begrudgingly, but ultimately I don't like sitting down to a big slab of organ meat.