curse
noun
the expression of a wish that misfortune, evil, doom, etc., befall a person, group, etc.
Used to describe an ongoing action or state that is currently taking place in the immediate present.
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And I am cursing it!—God in heaven, am I not right?
From Master Olof : a Drama in Five Acts by Edwin Björkman